honest

To be honest.
i'm still unable to accept the truth that i have failed my law paper.
i thought i could merely get a low pass.
but i did not.
is failed!

i feel disappointed with myself.
i hate myself.
why am i so Stupid?
yes.is STUPID.
i always give myself load of STRESSSS.

STRESS!!
i keep thinking back.
what went wrong in my final exam.
keep think think think and think.!

yea.i DID quite badly.
my GANJIONG-ness during the exam hour was super HIGH.!
i hate law seriously.no doubt!!!!!

The more i hate.The more it likes me!!!
see.the law wanted to visit me again.
please.!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh..

ok.fine.

someone has shared the note to me.
and..it has read my mind.

firstly u feel disappointed at ur results,its normal
2ndly, u feel the regretness that u did not do ur best
3rdly, then u feel the sense of repentance,
where u tell yourself that you wont repeat the same mistakes again,
(for eg. wont lepak so much, you'll set your priorities right from now on, etc)
n that's good enough...
like as u said, u have learn a very very important lesson
and im sure your parents know that you have truly repented..
:) as long you have learn your lesson, your parents will be okay
try ur best next time k? work harder for your parents :)
ni ke yi de

That's what am i thinking now. T.T

told you people.im ok.
is just dont want you people to worry me.
you people.made me feel guilty.
you people treat me OVER good.
:(
arghhhh.
sorry, because i lied to you people.

Whatever.
Fail is Failed.
is time to accept the truth.!

i feel like giving up.

i love my family.
i will appreciate them for the rest of my life.
mum and dad always support me !!
they love me alot.
T.T

although sister keep silence when i was feeling DOWN.
but i know she love me too.
as well as my brothers.

T.T

and all my beloved friends.!
you people are GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT !!

-emo-